Post by mackenzie leigha hoppus on Jul 31, 2009 12:53:10 GMT -5
MACKENZIE LEIGHA HOPPUS
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hi, my name is Kenzie and i am twenty. i belong with the locals and i'm crazy.
Kenzie has a very bubbly personality. She loves life completely! She just loves having fun especially going to concerts and parties. She relates a lot of stuff to music mostly, when shes pissed she'll go up to her room put her ipod in and just let the music fill her .Usually people that know her well, if she was up in her room. That she was pissed, stressed or needed to be alone. She's a kind of girl that when something is on her mind, she'll speak it. She can be very sensitive sometimes, when it come to emotional pain.S he was never good at emotional pain because she hates the feeling of pain.
But also Kenzie has this other side to her .Her party side. She loves to flirt with guys, all the time. She could act like a wh*re at times. But she would never sleep with anyone. She wants to save herself .She's has a lot of wit, actually. Like when a guy makes a comment to her, she'll always have something that would just through the guy off guard .She also hates getting criticized, it just pisses her off because she thinks no one should tell her what to do. She especially hates getting compared to her sister. She just hates ,that people are like 'Oh your sister,Oh your sister is so good'. It annoys the hell out of her. Thats pretty much the main reason she dresses like she does because she wants to show shes a different person and has a different personality than anyone else.
Sure Kenzie is outgoing.But when someone starts becoming close to her.She shys a way a bit.She has a bit of trouble trusting people. Its not like she terrified about the world.Its just the part when she’s alone and she starts getting scared.That’s why she loves being around people because she feels more protected around everyone.
Kenzie Hoppus born June 4,to her mother Lisa and her father Chris.She also had one older suster name Sydeny.Her family was like every original family.Mom and dad had the perfect jobs,both of them were lawyers.And also she had a great sister,who she got along with very well.Until her and her sister started getting older.Her sister was always ahead in her no matter what she did.Perfect grades,great athlete and there parents love.Of course her parents would say ‘Oh Kenzie you have your talents.’ But Kenzie never believed them.She was just a scrawny,skinny,braces,and non athletic girl. When her and her sister were in elementary school,her sister would bring home A’s and Kenzie would bring home B’s. Her dad would always hug and kiss her sister saying how proud he was of Sydeny.He would just glance at Kenzie and maybe once or twice she got a nod from him.Her mother would come up to Kenzie give her a hug and say “Nice job.”Kenzie knew her and her fathers relationship was was just dying.She always thought to herself what did she do,to deserve this love from her father?Actually what love did she get from her father?
By the time middle school hit for Kenzie, she just started getting use to the fact that her dad completely ignored her.Kenzie’s heart would still sink every time she saw her father hug Syd.Her sister couldn’t see what was happening,she just thought everything was great.But Kenzie had enough with her sister and every time her sister tried even talking to her.Kenzie would run up to her room and close slam the door.Deep down she wanted to blame for her sister for everything but she knew non of what was happening between Kenzie and her father was Syd fault.
As it started coming to the end of her middle school years.Kenzie started started changing.She started wearing more scene clothes.She wanted people to notice her,she wanted to actually see if people could see her.Mostly she did this just to see if her father would even take a glimpse at her. She felt her father take a few glances at her,but he still wouldn’t say anything to her.That was when kenzie had enough with,she took a bottle of bleach and bleached her blond hair.She remember going downstairs proudly and showing her parents what she did.Her mother literally screamed her head off at her.Her father just starred at her,but when Kenzie looked at his eyes there was something different about them,they were darker and colder. She knew her mom would spaz because a 14 year old shouldn’t be dying her hair.She remember laying in bed that night thinking,that didn’t even let a word come out of dad’s mouth? Then in the middle of night. It was almost like her wish came true but now how she wanted it.Her father came in a shook her awake,before Kenzie could say anything.She felt a hard slap across her face.She was in complete shock.It took her a few moments to actually realized who slapped her.As she realized who slapped her,she started crying.Her father has never hit her before.But as she looked at him she smelled the sweet scent of alcohol. ‘How dare you respect your family!’ he yelled at her,grabbing her forearms,he through Kenzie down on her back hard and he walked out of her room. She was in complete shock,why didn’t anyone wake up? Kenzie didn’t know what to do.Maybe that was just a one time hot because her daddy never drank a lot.
Every little thing started pissing her dad off.Even if Kenzie just folded a towel wrong her dad would wait for Syd to walk away.Kenzie wasn’t understanding how come he was home so much.Until she heard from her mom that dad got fired from his job.Her sister was the only one that asked about the bruises.Kenzie wanted to tell,for all the pain to stop.But she would just make up another story.One day she was sitting her room and took out her camera.She took a picture of herself and looked at the screen and saw her face was covered bruises.She made a deal with herself that she would take a picture of herself every week to see how bad the bruises got.She also decided to make a promise to herself,in two months she would show her mom the pictures and tell her what her dad has been doing.
Kenzie’s face was brusied,or either a black eye,bloody lip or a bloody nose.And she would take a picture of all the bruises that happened that week.Her freshmen teachers ask about the bruises and Kenzie would say she was a clutz.Her mom would even ask but Kenzie made up an excuse,she didn’t know if she keep with her promise anymore.Her sister confronted her one day and asked what the hell was going on.Kenzie was thinking of another lie to say but it seems like she has used the same one over and over again.She finally went into tears,and dragged Syd into her room and showed her the camera saying that dad has done with her.Syd didn’t belive her for a moment but her sister looked at the pictures again,and she believed her.Syd stayed her distance for a bit from Kenzie.Sometimes Syd would cetch her dad hitting Kenzie.But one day Kenzie knew Syd had enough when dad got a swing at Kenzie and broke her nose.
It was the end of the school year and the teachers finally had enough with Kenzie making up lies.She finally told them because she knew if she let this continue that she would end up dead.She pulled the camera out of her purse and showed them the pictures.She remember the school called her sister down to the office,and then they called her mom to the school.Kenzie sat down with her mom and showed her the pictures.Her mom cried and cried for a long time,holding Kenzie in her arms.She remember seeing Syd showed a few tears also.That day there dad was arrested and when it was court day,it only took the jury 15 minutes to say that he was guilty.
During her years in high school she started taking photography.She even used the pictures of her bruised faces in a a piece of her pictures.She just started getting so into it because she wanted to cetch every good and bad moment in her life.
hi my name is Carly and i am 15 years old. i'm a female. i just wanted to let you know that fashion statement suicide, okay? and i've been roleplaying for 2-3 years. i like roleplaying males and females, and here's what i do.
In the morning,Kenzie bought a pregnancy test because she always bought one after every two weeks she had sex.Even when she knew the guys used a condom.Having sex with Carson the sex time with using a condom,that made her worried because she rememeber that he didn't pull out of her.So she had no clue what to expect.When she bought the test,the cashier which was an older woman gave her a look.Kenzie knew that look the one that says You Screwed Up Your Life.She didn't say anything because Kenzie had a feeling in the pit of her stomach that she was carrying a baby.She sure in hell would not be ready to have one.She was only seventeen,looking for a job,and was not even in a relationship with anyone.Her parents always told her that she would be a disgrace to the family if she got knocked up.But she hasn't talked to any of her parents in over two years,she still spoke to her sister about things.Her sister was off to collegue and she told Sydeny where she was and she was probably going to stay at St.Johns for awhile until she found her own place.Kenzie had enough money in the bank to buy a apartment,but she just needed to get another job first.
Kenzie paced back and forth in her room as she kept looking at the pregnancy stick that she placed on the sink.It said to wait ten minutes and ten minutes never felt so slow before.So many things was going through her mind,if it did come back positive should she actually tell Carson?Well she'll probably have to tell him since he would see her stomach getting bigger.But why would he care?He dosn't care about her,so why the hell would he care about a baby?Her thoughts stopped when she looked at clock and ten minutes went by.Her heart started beating,faster.Her shaky hand grabbed the stick,she closed her eyes before she could even look at it.Why couldn't she calm down?She took one before,but this time it was different because she knew that he didn't pull out.She opened her eyes and looked down at the stick.Her breath was caught short,her hands started shaking uncontrolably,she saw the one pink line. 'No..No..." the words escaped her lips.The stick fell to the ground and the tears started forming in her eyes.Kenzie put her hands to her face and started crying.No,No this couldn't be happening she thought.Her back hit the bathroom wall and she slid down,the tears were uncontrollable.Why the hell did thi happen to her?All she kept thinking about Carson.All that came in her head that she blamed him,he didn't fucking pull out.He was turned on by pain,oh hell it was her fault also.She could of pullled away she blamed it on the fact that he reached her turn on.She did have the will in the back of her head but she didn't want it to end.
After a couple more moments over crying.She picked up her head and looked at the stick.There was no going back,this was where her life was going to.But then her mind started saying a word to her that she never had thought before,abortion.Kenzie blinked as she that word kept repeatong her head.That could be the answer to what she can do,Carson would never know that she was pregnant.But she knew she could never do that because that was her baby she was killing.And she knew Carson wouldn't even want to deal with the kid because he didn't care about anything only thing he cared was himself,drugs,alcohol and sex.Anger started boiling up in her,maybe she should just go up to him and tell him so he can know that his life dosn't go the way he wants it.
Kenzie started slowly standing up.She needed to tell him.She wanted to tell him that she was carrying his kid,and of course it was his kid because she hasn't had sex in months until around two weeks ago and that was with Carson.Kenzie walked out of the bathroom.Her mind was in a daze,she couldn't think straight.She was just wearing a zip up black hoodie with a pair of jeans.No make up was on her face,because she was so nervous going to the store to get the test.
Kenzie left her room and down the stairs,she just put her head down when people said hi to her.She didn't want to make eye contact with someone because she was afraid people can just read the expression on her face.As she went outside,she put her hood up even if it was sunny.Her stomach started turning into a huge knot as she reached the boys dorm.No one was really stopping her because girls always came out of there.She went to the doors and opened them,puting her hood down.She made her way down the hall and started looking for room twenty seven.She walked by twenty six and now her heart was skipping beats,she had the erge to turn back.But she just couldn't.She stood infront of the door and took a deep breath.She knocked on the door twice and waited a moment until the door open."Carson,Im pregnant." She said,softly as she looked at him.She said it like it was nothing because he thought she was nothing right?So why would he care about the news?
MADE BY ELIZABETHCANFLYY OF CAUTION 2.0 BABY
